Unconditional Love

Monday, May 14, 2007

what happened to me ?
i turned so tired & bored ,

not enough sleep ? nahs ; i just giving away stupid smile .

i wanna talks crap but i just don get a right mood .

after school , i go straight home alone .
i need time for myself,to clam down .

i don need any accompanies , or music .

i wanna to be a good student , good daughter ,good sister , good friend ,

i wanna to be those ;

but i felt real tired , maybe i will collaspe anytime .

i felt so unless , i don seem to makes other laugh
but i make them dislike me .

i became so damn bored ;

no mood to study , i flunk mye art , mye math & history .

i don even have the motiivation to get good result ,
i feel sooooo pathetic

everytime , i give a shot myself ;

i feel better .

i will forgot everything & focus on what am i taking .

i love myself more everything

that why i am stubbon & selfish .

i am afraid ,that they might hurt me that why

i did not dare to take any relationship .

i am just an idiot of myself .

i have too much pride in myself ,
but it can't go anything right

in my heart ,
there are some problem, that can't be solve seem

the days falling in love with you .

after i lose you , i left nothing .

i became more & more emotional ; un-hyper .

i don want to ask for more now , i just want mye soul back ,

myself back . that just simple . but when can i totally earse you

from mye mind ?

it been 4 month ,

don try & change mye mind ; you will never be forgiven

- 我好想以前的我;