Unconditional Love: April 2007

Friday, April 27, 2007

I LOSE MYE NOTEBOOK ,
very very IMPORTANCE lerhs ,
HOLY IDIOT ! )':
i shall contiunes & find . x.x

today , was alriqht .
remorse ?
i hope , i wish to back to the past ;
never grows up , as cheerful as before .
can't right , i am dreaming .xD

ENGLISH PAPER today ,
hmms , i really do hope i can pass
just pass , i will be real glad
i never pass before , ):

TINA ;
ni yao xin fu arhs , all the best (:
cherie ;
ni ye yao xin fu <3

i wanna sort things out ,

Thursday, April 26, 2007

orhs , that was mye fault mye fault ,
alright,
i being emotional ,
you all don understand me ,
i cried , bad mood ? why ?
not because of the exam , but
NO ONE EVER BOTHER ME !
you all never understand me ,
walk without waiting me ?
i don mind ! i don want cares any more ,
you all never understand the displeasure ,
anything mye fault alright , i give you mye fucking attitude ,
SORRY alright ,
mye friends ? no , true one ?
i have nnone , they are gone
i wish there are band everyday , & you will be glad to right
i don feel likes going to school ,
to study , i am so tired .
you will never empathy the emptiness i had ,

ihatemyefuckinglife (:

girl , if you pull me up
i will hold you tight ; never let go (:
i wanna go back to the past &
we shall : D
AND we have a better memorys
" i promise

don be so nice to me ,
i don wan to fall in "relationship " anymore .
i wanna be single likes i always does ,
please , don be so nice to me alright ,
dui bu qi "

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

today , i don knows what said that .
i was being "abandoned" , i was solitude ,
i don mind , i will get use to it .
you are jealous , i let you alright (:
yours demeanour , SUCKED

- the world is not there for me
but i am there for the world :D

a friend
to have a friend is
One for the sweetest gifts
That life can bring .
A friend
Share your laughter with you
Cry your saddness with you
A friend love everything about you .
Even the things
you try not to show .
a friend is one who knows
all about you and won't
leave you .
a faithful friend is beyond
price and their goodness is
beyond measured
FRIENDSHIP ,
the older it grows
the stronger it is .

i carry your heart with me , i never without it .
anywhere i go , you go , mye dear
and whatever is dones by only me losing is you doing .
for you are my fate , mye sweet
i want no world for , beautiful you are mye world
mye true ;
here ish the deepest secret , no one knows
here ish the the root of the roots and
the bud of the bud and
the sky of the sky of a tree called life which
higher than the soul can hope or mine can hide ,
it ish the wonder that 's keeping the stars apart ,
i carry in mye heart , i carry you in mye heart .

- find it somewhere xD

today , was alright .
i rely on NO ONE but myself ,
to you i am redundant . so what .
i changes because everyone is changing ,
i tells no one mye troubles , worry (:
i shall kept to myself .
S T U D Y (:
i realise the bond between us are fading ,
i shall not hold it tight neither am i pulling it back ,
i shall let go .
the beileves & trust are gone
so that what i can do .
if i contiunes , i don who to beileve in .
i am too preplexed ,
& mye life ? pathetic , can you empathy it ? well , forget it .

sometime ,
you are not worth to cry , cause you are at fault
just move on, well . it may be hard , but life had to go on
or end you wanna to end your "fruitful " life just likes that ?
that stupid , it does not solve anything but makes things worst .
well , as what i knows there are countless of diffcultly
along your path (: solve it , and move on alright .

everyday , new stuff are been learned (:
EXPLORE : D

Saturday, April 21, 2007

you are sly & cunning ,
i don knows what are you trying to do ,
i have no one to talks to ,
trying to makes me jealous ? aww ; come on .
i qive in alright , stop your plan
i don wan much things to trouble about .
anyone can inspires me ?
i shall rely on mye own now ; so what ? if i can't
you gonna looks down on me yea, contiunes then (:
i will not bother , it just the start of mye life .
i shall moves on ,
when an obstacles block mye way , i shall not run away .
i will face it ,
FRIEND
friend are just accompanies ,
they are the once who you choose & will determine a lot on who you will become .
when you have no friend ,
you have no one to share with , solve with .
happiness ,gossip & saddness .
a true friend , does not need to be meeting every single day , talking
on the phone . there are always a distance detween it (:
you can have hundred , thousand of friend .
but ONE true friend is enough .
friend , well ,they can cause rather much trouble for you to handle ,
mood for you to change uncontrollably ,
laughter , blah blah "
they can be the one who pull you down, they also can be the one who
pushed you up .
they can influence you too (:
choose wisely

today is damn BORED ,
but making phone themes . sooooo FUNNNN ,
they kill away mye boredom . : D

Friday, April 20, 2007

don talks about today ,
everybody mood , was bad
included me . for the past two days , tears just rolled out for nothinq ,
that sucked man .
anyway ; THANKS DEON . thanks you very much .
well , i nearly died of BOREDOM ))):

everynites before i sleep , i asked myself " tomorrow ? will i do anything wrong ?
am i back to mye normal state ? can i have all mye friends back ? i want to be happy "
but can i ? there are all mye worries . i felt soooo tired about it ):
i have no mood to studys , talks , laugh & run about . i wasted mye time on those worries .
can i laugh oUt LOUD likes the past ? NO , never again.///

don keep on telling others , that you are pathetic or you have no friend
you need them to sympathy you ?
i guess i am more pathetic then eu yea .

i am MYSELF . don insult mye life , my band (:
Don’t ever insult me by offering me pity ,
i change ? tell me :D
but i will not change what you told me to be instead .
cause i am MYSELF . xD
i don need others to influence me , i have mye ways of thinking
cos I AM DUMB , LOLS
& stop contradicting me please . i HATE it .

every single things changes ; in order to change the views
you had .
anyone understand the displeasure from me ?

- " happily ever after " i don beileve that ((((((((:

Thursday, April 19, 2007

when you are gone , the sun never rise :
i cannot remember where i found this sentence ,

well , today was alright .
went to museum today with some of the 2a1 ,
there was quite interestinq ,
the area that gave me a very deep impression was the place where someone sang
"twinkle twinkle little star , up the above was so high ..." the sound seem to faint & so
soft .with some woman photos up there, sooooo SCARY larhs .
some IDIOT , tried to scared us , WAYNE , ZIXIANG, YISIN ! cannot remember
the rest .
we spend 1 & half hours exploring around ; its WORTH yea , (:
takes somes photos ,
the next updates , i shall upload ^^

i did mye very best to makes myself enjoys , it works (:
but some sort of feeling , never makes me complete as before ,
i wanna find out ,
those stupid feeling , makes me feel likes i am a loner , no mood .
so i wan to let the feeling END
& enjoy myself .
time RECOVER ,
but memory are still survivinq , let KILL THEM (:
good memorys , keep them
& use them for purpose .
bad memorys , forget them
& start a new life .