hmms ,
i became restless&& tired .
i felt something is changing ; but i don seem to knows what happened ?
i am real quiet , nothing came out of mouth accept RUBBISH=X
i don seem to talks to mye friend what happened to me
either they bother
i don knows ,what happend to myself.
when i am alone,i felt more relax .
maybe something wrong with me ,=X LOL.
when i came back home ,
i started to recall what happend
in the school ; with mye friend , the band
all those stuff && get back kind of emotion xD
but when i am with someone i forgotten what i have thought
or whatever shit .
HOLY SHIT =X
&& i hate youu fucking *****
youu spolit mye day .LOL :D
i cut my hair at far east , with mummy :D
everyone , has one best friend that what i thinks .
i have none , as what mye life told me
if you beileve what i told you ,
then nevermind .
who ever call me out to play ?
only ,sheila ; eunice did :D
none ,don cares .HAHs
i am just foolish && stubbon
mye life is empty
cause i don have true friend
i had
but it gone
it gone far far away .
&& i don bother
i stop blog-ing && friendster-ing for some period ,
msn ,well ; don sign in regularing .
i was "out of mye world for some period "
stay at home , think-ing lots of stuff .
people who don understand
me , ie can't blame you .
i don understand myself to .
i can be really quiet sometime , i can be NOISY sometime
i can be gentle , i can be very VIOLENT too
i can be crying alone to myself , i can be laugh-ing out loud
mye mood swings ~
DEON ; i am sorry , i gives you lots of attitude .
i am
sorry , sometime you do irks me . i just can;t control myself .
so i go on , i am think-ing mye friendship stuff .
so i start the ball rolling of with sympathy ,
she is once my best friend ,
maybe i misunderstanding her with her "true colour" i don knows
but she was once my friend
my heart is calling me to console her ,so i did
she need someone too ,
i don bear to leave her alone ;crying alone
suffer alone .
things is getting out of hand .
i don understand mye best friend ,
hmms ; how should i say
well , i wonder who you really likes.
your heart , who really belong to your world .
understand ?
friend friend friend friend friendsssss ,
HOHOS, if you're mine friend but i don feel likes ie have one .
&& next is "RElATIONSHIP"
well, i don wan because of loves
we became stranger .
i wanna be better then friend
much more better then friend .
ilovemyMUMMY(:
truely, madly, deeply
