Unconditional Love: May 2007

my computer , finally recover from long sickness :D
hahs ; orhs yeah , the ones who snatch mye sweet
i will scream at your face ; i warn eu (:
yesterday , went to 2a1 chalet . hmms , quite fun arhs
went to night cycle , a while only larhs .
we rented three bicycle , $30 overnight . it is very exp .xD
11 plus , mye daddy fetch me :D
1 plus , then i went to sleep
that was end of mye "yesterday " :D

hoilday ? how am i going to spend ?

hmms , computer ?books ?xD

IT IS BORED LUHS ,

&& i am lazy to go out :D

i will be real bored without a phone with cam :D

PHOTOGENIC , i just want to look good in photos ,

it makes me feel just better , i am not being *zilian ;

i have pride , i love myself more than everything .

if you hate yourself , you don even bother talking pictures

cause you don have pride .

life , is getting more bored ; real bored ,

i stayed at home , likes about more than 15 hours ? =X

well ,band is going to start this friday . *homesick *

today school was sooooooooooooooooo fuckinq BORED ,

the activties that captives mye attention is

the BODY TALK

quite interesting luhs :D:D:D

but the rest of the activities was so BORED .

i was told to go home eariler ,

well ; i am rotting at home !

seriously ,i hate some *idiots .

i will not change mine impression of yours

you have no pride at all !

for what i bother about you ,

i realise , after the long break .

band given ; i am suffering from * home sick * =X

i go straight home , not that i am a loner .

is that something is rushing me home !

i am missing home , well some sort of stupid feeling .

dots ):

today was fine , after school my sister and me
went to hougang green buy some stationary . i spent $ 5.40 of that -.="
then buy bubble tea ;D
& went HOME ~

i switch on my computer , and trying to connect my phone to the computer
but it failed , ARGH ):
I CAN'T UPDATE MY PHOTOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOs

i LOVE CHOI JI WOO & LEE BYUNG HUN (((:
but i love leeBYUNGhun moooooooooooore ❤❤❤

daddy ,brought me SHIRT (:
it is soooooooo nice
THANKS DADDY

seriously , i don know what i want ;

when i reached home ,i thinks so much things ,

repeat & repeat again .

i am real bored , well, nothing to share with mye girlfriends

but in fact i have thousand thing to share .

thus i don knows how to say ?
mye heart just can't show it .

BASTARD ,

what happened to me ?
i turned so tired & bored ,

not enough sleep ? nahs ; i just giving away stupid smile .

i wanna talks crap but i just don get a right mood .

after school , i go straight home alone .
i need time for myself,to clam down .

i don need any accompanies , or music .

i wanna to be a good student , good daughter ,good sister , good friend ,

i wanna to be those ;

but i felt real tired , maybe i will collaspe anytime .

i felt so unless , i don seem to makes other laugh
but i make them dislike me .

i became so damn bored ;

no mood to study , i flunk mye art , mye math & history .

i don even have the motiivation to get good result ,
i feel sooooo pathetic

everytime , i give a shot myself ;

i feel better .

i will forgot everything & focus on what am i taking .

i love myself more everything

that why i am stubbon & selfish .

i am afraid ,that they might hurt me that why

i did not dare to take any relationship .

i am just an idiot of myself .

i have too much pride in myself ,
but it can't go anything right

in my heart ,
there are some problem, that can't be solve seem

the days falling in love with you .

after i lose you , i left nothing .

i became more & more emotional ; un-hyper .

i don want to ask for more now , i just want mye soul back ,

myself back . that just simple . but when can i totally earse you

from mye mind ?

it been 4 month ,

don try & change mye mind ; you will never be forgiven

- 我好想以前的我;

HAPPY MOTHER DAY :D

i am lazy to upload anyway ,

mye blog skin changed , it is just toooooooo simple (:

i edited most of the photos ,

yupps .

in this world , there so many IDIOTS ,xD

when i asked them for song , they asks me why ?
well , song is for us to compose or listen ,why ? *laugh .

sweet talks ?orhs , i hate it .
win girl 's heart by sweet talks , that is what guy do ?
well , not all guys .sometime ,girl do need sweet talks
but not all the time ,just to cheer them up .
& i don understand human , :D

i shall upload more later , there are a lot more -.-

AT CHALET ,CHEVRONS (:
WITH TINGYU , the most cute one . hahs .
i shall uploads photos tomorrow that we shot today , :D :D:D

today ,was the bad day for 2a2 ;really bad ,
a lot of students is affected by what is happened .
but well i am not :D
i passed mye science , D & T .
science 51/ 100
D & T 51 /100
hahs , just PASSED .xD

our class , is rushing for ENGLISH homework .
IDIOT ,
i never do , so had to stay back till 12.30 .
then went off .
and FANGXIN , rememember what you did to me yeah :D
i had a quick bath , change mye clothes ;
then went off i TAKE WRONG BUS
it is suppose to take 147 but i took 74 ,
ORHS IDIOT , well ; I AM ALREADY LATE
i reached , tina house MRT by 1.50 >.<>

what can i say is , i enjoyed mye life with mye DEAREST friends
but without you irritating me.
iloveyou so much , but i didn't have a chance
to feel it :D

never go to school today ,
not that bored , computer accompany me :D

2plus , when to meet mye DEAREST FRIEND (:(:(:(:
tina , fangxin & deon at mac .
it was likes damn HOT , i rushed there yeah .
i met , a lot of mye friend (:
hahs , i told them i am SICK ! =X
anyway , heard from fangxin that
TODAY , THEY ARE SLACKING ALL THE WAY
lucky ; i never go to school . budden
tomorrow , lesson is going to start " SCIENCE " -.-
so had to go , well ; i intend not to school tmr but too bad xD
after they had their LUNCH which is "A COKE & A CHEESE FRIED "
DEON when off then left me tina & fangxin ,
we went to FANGXIN HOUSE , watch the in .. (forgot how to spell )-.-"
THE BABY IS SOOOOOOOOO CUTEEEEEEEEEEE :D
after watching , we went home .
they accompany me , to bubble tea shop to buy BUBBLE TEA ,
then we send FANGXIN to the traffic light there to CROSS THE ROAD
then i send TINA to the BUS STOP to TAKE BUS .
LOL !
our day end ,sooooooo fasssssssst (:
well , our friendship bond getting better .
but rememeber there are a lot of problems AHEAD .
no better what , we must learn how to forgive .
quarrel , is normal for friendship or relationship , i realise
it is not END OF THE WORLD :D

i like him , i still like him .

likes what he said ,

we don't need to torture ourself to try or force ourself to forget anyone
let it go naturally
if it gets into ur head somehow reminding you u still like the person. let yourself day dream
until one day we get sick of it
and start to remind of others ,

thanks you for your advice :D

i realise , it not that easy to forget someone or to love someone

& till now , i like him still .

i will not cry for that ,that was my fault for not treasuring him ,

& i don feel regret

friend

i just realise how IMPORTANCE there're

i don feel abandoned or soilude anymore

cause friend are there

there are always be there for me ,

i am selfish all along till the days

we quarrel

friends , i loves you all :D

truely .

we hold on to each other in the face of adversity ,

solve together , walk on together .

never let go .

i have so much thing to say ,

in my heart , its is asking me to shout it loud

the problem i had .

taking photos of my own , is taking the pride i had ,

taking the beauitful moment i had & the mistake i do of the end of the days .

when i saw those picture , it reflect me what did i do .
i smile to myself , & say " yeah , i am enjoying "

deep deep inside , i am missing you .
but i don wan you back , cause it may cause burden to my ownself .
my heart , a little hole
that can cause saddness but i am trying to heal it .

friend , serioursly
iloveyou guys (:

start beautifully ,end nicely

I ALMOST DIE AT SCHOOL ):
BORED ~
i have a very bad stomach ache , i almost cry out -.-"
mye heart is aching too ,

tomorrow not going to SCHOOL , :D
rot at HOME
at home , edit lots of PHOTO .
then continues search mye SONG , FAN YI CHEN de YI ZHI .
but none of mye friend had it , =x
i shall continue with mye search .

1. fangxin , cheer up yeah .
i knows you can , we just need time .
friends are always there .
2.the two little sweet couple was alright , there are back :D
3. i gain back mye life , mye friends <3>. tina , settle yourself :D
show teeth ,
5.i failed mye math ):
6. i wan to taste of LOVE :D
i love him , he love me ,
he love me more then i love himxD

sorry , for hurting you ; SORRY ,.really sorry

the world is not fair ,

for everyone ; everything

in our life ,there are a period which we have many adversity

if you can't get things right , you will thinking of ruining them

there are ruined by yourself, your friend , your stupid mood.

& you end up suffering yourself

the time will not wait for you ,
1 year , 365 days , 52 weeks , 7day ,24hours , 60min,60second .

time just files ,

do what you wanna to do or else you feel regret (:

choose wisely ,

KNUCKLEHEAD (:

ART TODAY ,
i hate mye artpiece ): i used oil pastel ; yuck

after exam , went to point have our " BREADFAST" .
with tina , fangxin and two other boy . forgot the name =X
then deon joined us .
after eating , fangxin & the two boy went off .
we went to the BANK .xD
then blah blah .
orhs yea , TINA ; we going to die right "
LOl , xD
then they accompany me to mye home , then they go off . =x

don talks so much when we are just FRIENDS ,
this is fact

at home , WAS BORED as usual .
when you are upset ,
you wrote down your feeling in words
call the POEMS
when you are happy
you jumping up & down
call the MONKEY :D
but what you call when you are in love ?

seriously i am real BORED ,
even through i get back mye computer , argh .
anyway i watched the 19 esp of KOREAN MOVIE in 2 days (:
the " beautiful day " , that the sad one but end with happy ending ^_^
that guy is cool somehow the girl is gentle & pretty . hahs

i wonder , when can i fall in true love ?
"not that young horrs . **LAUGH
how is the guy like ? blah blah .xD
i don want think about it now , it is too YOUNG for that (:
if those hurtful word , traumatized you .
i am sorry , i don mean to .

everyday , after school .
i feel likes going home ,
it is not that i am lazy . i am afraid to see him .
when i saw him , i filled with anguish .
I DON KNOWS :D

how i wish ,
i will get the one i love
how i wish
i will spend the days with the one i love
how i wish
he will hug me tightly & never let go
how i wish
i grew up fast, becoming a adult & get what i wan
how i wish
i will grow up i will live forever happily after ,
how i wish
there a guy love me more then i love him ,

- TOO YOUNG