Unconditional Love: February 2008

it filled me with anguish.
Something,that i don know why, and cant explain.
i'm a bad person.

goodnight.

i am in the computer lab,doing my F & N mini mini Coursework.

and i'm supeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerr hungry now. 9.37am .

Going to eat with Fangxin && etc after school, :D

takecare People.

因为很悲伤,所以才不完整.世界也太不公平了.
i'm not feeling well,not very happy and a little sad.
& don know why .

goodnight.

was watching some random drama,after i slept enough.

and suddenly,i am soooooo interested in Matsuyama Kenichi 松山ケンイチ !

who is main lead of Death note, L.

he is such a gooooooooooooood actor! he played different different roles.

He Acted in 1 Litre no Namida ,(OneLitreOfTears) .

the main actress who first love.remember ?

i want to watch oneeeeeeeeeeeee of his movie!

Don't laugh at my Romance. http://www.hitoseku.com/

i don know,if it is out now. tell me,if you watched it before.

Hello.it is my 300th post! :D
and i shall post about how i spend my chinese new year.
it is a really late post. lol.
Cause,only now i have the mood to wait & upload those photos.
and there are more, & more photos coming up.
For a girl like me, took 400 plus of photos for four days.
it is a little stupid xD
but, that is how i recall things by looking at the pictures :D

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee is super duper cute :D

cousin ,cody.

They,grow a lot a lot. Some grow taller,skinnier,fatter.

See,the Red creature?

MAMAMAMMMAAMAMMAMAMA.

she is the one who gave birth to me.xD

Photographer-DOREENTAN!

that guy ruin my photo. ah! idiots.

after eating, went to my grandmother's parent house.

my cousin is all there (:

AND I MISS MY BELOVED,TINGYU/HUI!

She look,super natural & cute here.

Hell, my right eye.

i shall post my photos up,later.

two days since i blogged.
was glad that angelina,came to school this two days.
and still lionel is arguing&explaining with me about music.lol!
was super ,fine with him now.but not really talking to each other.
well,i believe it takes time.

Fangxin
it is really,heartbroken to see you cry until so jialat.
takecare,my bestfriend,it will be forever. remember about trip ?
well, you cried because of a girl & a boy/guy ? .
but see,you cried most because of the guy but not girl.
___________________________________<3,doreentan.

Art Vista,anyone going ?
i don wan to waste my Ten dollar,if none of my friends is going.

Sport day,is coming up.
who is going to run for baaaaaaaaaand ?

and i fliped,through my dictionary. i saw a word ,wrote as Sussex.

a speckled or red bird of a domestic english breed of chicken.

human,get so greedy,selfish sometime.

once,they get what they wan.they wan more.

everything filled me with anguish.

i'm not a realist ,who accepts situations,in a practical way.

i need time too.

Appreciate.

my , mind was blank .this whole morning.

i forgot what i said, i forgot what he,she said.

i took nothing,seriously.

&& what wrong did i do again ?

i'm traumatized,.

i did not even,said any single stuff. you know,i took weeks to think anout

what should i really need to do.

i need real courage to,tell what i wan to say.

i'm not like other,say whatever they wan.

blank,blank blank & blank.

human,only remember your ' bad' but not your 'good'.

no one,no one.no one.& no one.

i feel like crying now.goodnight people.

seriously,there are no one.

i'm currently,lacking of sodium cholride.
lol,not enough of Salt.
that why,i always have leg cramp.
Drink more H2o,too avoid leg cramp.

i think so.

&& People,i'm not quitting Band!
Please,Don Spread Around that i'm quitting band!
Eunice,Please Don ___ D:

i hateyou,cousin.
not that you don know. i treat like nothing happened.
&& in the end you treat me so badly.
Be gulity. i cant hide it forever.
Be lucky that,i never my parents,&your parent.
moron,idiot.you made me like an idiot.
i wont forgiveyou.never.

i cried & cried while watching,One litre of Tears.

a short post before,i go to sleep.

i get one red packet only * LAUGHS*.

nvm,it is alright.

after noon. i asked my father for money,so he gave me $8.

i won $10.but in the end $18 --> $0,

then take money from papa again, $8---> $0

i was like,WTA. so i went to toilet,wash my hand & my face.lol.

ate some stuff.so end of the day,mypapa gave me $18 .

i won $ 16 ,lost $2 still.But nvm!

they bet on really huge amount.$10 , $5.Come on,i playing with adults!

Ah,Sleepsleep.i will be moodless,tired,emo for 3 more days at most.

Goodnight everyone!

i'm saving money,for my mummy,&daddy birthday present.

sweetdreams people!

What A lie, i made.But i Never regret.

Baaaaaaaaand ,today.played Ball } After school.

was supeeeeeeer smelly.

went to green.for some sort of stuff.

&& i going to my aunt house,to Bai Nian! :D

hope,to get more more red packets!

Taken,by DoreenTan.

i feel ,that is how it should be taken.

take if you wan, i don mind.

ah! Did not Went to Band Today.
So Have Band tmr ,again.i'm super duper Tired.
it is really really very tired.

Don make my heart beat so fast again,
it really scary & heartbreaking .
i'm afraid to talk you,as you may hate me deeper.
it really scary,the way you look-ed at me.

i'm a super bad girlfriend.Sorry. ]

i have so much things to say.

Hello,MyBestfriend.

i read your blog, i will stay by you. Don worry; no matter what happen.

Yeahs,i 'm busying with bandbandband.

and we spend time lesser.

i promise ,we will hang out together like before.

<3<3

Hello,ilove ,mybestfriend.&goodfriends.

Sorry ,Sihui.
it is really bad to earse your face so i edit-ed.
it is really dark.

Smile,Charmaine.

Guess who?

my Sister Said.it is Blood Prince & Glass Princess.
No Link.

Sihui,Contact.

Happy Valentine Day!

Me & Some other Students is being 'Watched' by Mr Roslan,

Because of Skipping Classes.What The Ass.

Mr woo & the Geo teacher which i always disturb him.

I Never! I Attend their classes && i did not Pon the entire Lesson.

So i Went to Ask Both of the teacher, mr woo said Late = pon.

Please Kick his Ass D:

My Geo Teacher, said i Did not Pon! See.

Cause ,i always distract him with the question i Don know.

and he said it was the monitor who marked the attendance.

oh,Monitor.PLEASE MARK MY ATTENDANCE.Argh.

Thanks,People's for those Chocolate & Cookie(:

Fangxin, Don Worry.

i Will Be there for you.

it is Really Nice to See you Smile.<BR>

Wed,13 February 2oo8

Went out With Brenna ,to Buy Stuff for Valentine.

ahhhas, i love you too.

Maybe,i will post it up on Sat or Sunday.

Shaoming : i'm that short :D

short have it advantage.so don bully!

Jackie(i'm confused) : 165.21.155.15 & 165.21.155.14 Please Don Spam D:

Please write down your name.&& by the way, iam that short.

do i offended you all ? o.o

i have a lot a lot of photos, 300 hundreds plus

&& i'm super lazy to post up.

anyone,wan to accompany me to watch KungFu Dunk this Saturdary ?

i need a girl to watch with me D:

a short post before i update my pictures.

if you are wasting few hours to think About Your negative stuff.

Please,giveup.

you're wasting too much time in your life.

Negative Thing Made you upset,worst,confusing.

Think positively ,made you simple & fullfill-ed.

so far, positive side.

i have enough,so far so good.

2oo8 .

Reunion Dinner was yesterday, then went to my relative house.
reached home at 1.32 am D:
i will updaaaaaaaaaate my pictures when i'm back from malaysia.
it is 10.05am now, 30 more min! Off I Go.
ByeBye People, i will be back to school on MONDAY.
&& when i am away, please TAG me .
i don wan my tagbox to Die,because its is still very young :D

anyway,happy happy chinese new year! :D
Be Happy therefore,you have angbao in your hands.

It Takes,Fews Words to BreakUp a Friendship.
Which,they spend years & years tgt.
share hundreds of secret, Laughter,saddness tgt.
which make you feel saver when you tell her/he your secret.
cause you know, he/she would not betray you.

i seem really,idiotic, stupid to be that cheerful when know one cares about it.
as i said before , people wanted to look fresh,new.
so they choose to be with the fresh & new one
instead of following the old ones,
which you can really depend , rely & trust on them, damn fucking much.
so you don need to be worry about.
but they choose to stick with the new one,which i don understand.
maybe,they wants to know new stuff ? make new friends.
and they throw the old wan dooooooooooown the drain , / rubbish/
flush you down the toilet bowl.
they can make anything to make you disappeared,that can make you
very very miserable.
Or make you jealous, && you will automatic fade of from their sight.
or maybe,backstab you,betray you.
and after ,they get sick & tired of the "new friend" they move on
to a newnew friends.

there're too many kinds of human in this world.
randomly post.

as eunice said my font is too small to see.
so i shall increase the font size. :d