Unconditional Love

i hate my fucking sister,
she got my mom to be very unreasonable.
SMALLEST so what?
everything must let the younger one ,make no sense to me.
then the older one?
REBELLIOUS.

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it is not a storybook ,it is a novel!
i just remember.
the write is good at adjective.


tomorrow ,teacher day; so what?
WTF,i wants to go back to my primary school!
for some reasons,i maybe not going back or
maybe i will going back.if i choose not to go to school
la~ ,i guess i will try to make it afterall.
i misses, my friends.


i am damn emotionally weak,
i need friend more then anything.
when i got no friends to accompany with, i'm lost.
thing make me, bewildered.
i don knows what to do at once.
who say i have totally completely forgotten about her ?
which FREAK say that ?
i just cant forget & forgive.


i TRUST fangxin(:

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i read,"girl of the moment" till 118/283 page
la~ it is so nice:D

today ,IT course like SHIT.
during the teabreak,i fangxin & sihui run out :D
then went to classroom slack :D
i shall update the photos,nexttime. :D
ahhhs,i go contiunes with my story book :D

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i realise it is 1oo'th posts.
hmms, don you feel that it is fading?
i'm sorry,.


i guess i got an betrayer right in front my eye.

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1.the person who tag you is ?
hmms?
2.your reltionship with him/her
hmms,good friend .
3.your FIVE impression of him/her
fierce,unreasonable,asshole,unfriendly,
4.the memorable words he/she had said to you?
"i will be there for you"
5.if he/she become your lover,you will?
eh,will what ?XD
6.if he/she become your lover.thing he/she has to improve on will be?
attitude?
7.if he/she becomes your enemy,you will?
hack her.
8.if he/she becomes your enemy,the reason will be ?
she lies.
9.the most desire thing you want to do for him/her is?
take neoprint,with HER only.
10.your overall impression of him/her?
she is a asshole of mine :DDDD
11.houw you think people around you will feel about you?
STUPID,
12.the character you love of yourself are?
over-hyper.sometime.
13.on the contrary,the character you hate of yourself are?
attitude.
14.the most ideal person you wan to be is?
no one,myself.
15.pass this quiz to five person.
Fangxin
sheila
Sihui
cherie
jiaxin
16.who is no.6 having relationship with ?
no one .
17.who is no.9 a male of female?
female.
18.if no.7 & no.1o are together,will it be a good thing?
no!they both are not lesbian
19.how about no.8 & 5 .
i will,say last long to them
20.what is no.2 studying about?
hmms?huh ?
21.when the last you had chat with no.3
today.
22.what kind of music band does no.8 like?
hmms,emo song?
23.Does no.1had any sibling?
don knows.
24.will you woo no.3?
no.it is a SHE.
25.is no.4 single?
no.
26.what 's the surname of no.5
not that sure.
27.what's the hobby of no.4?
sleeping.
28.do no.5 & 9 get along well?
NO.
29.where is no.2 studying at?
hougang secondary.
30.talk something casually about no.1?
eh ?
31.have you ever try developing feeling for no.8?
awws,no.
32.where no.9 lives at ?
hougang.
33.what colour does no.4 likes
yellow or purple.?
34.are no.1 & no 5 best friend ?
don think so.
35.does no.7 like no.2
no.
36.how do you get to knows no.2
friendster,
37.DORES no.1 have any pets?
no.
38.is no 7 the sexiest person in the world.
AWWS NO,:D

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today,was fine.
fangxin eye got infection ? awws,subash said .
she looked nicer that way.*laughs*
friday,band but i wants to go back to my primary school.
awws;

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i once trust him tons.
but now; i was wondering if i could tell him
& i was afraid he might get diappointed again.



i went in your blog,
i saw tags in your cbox ;posts you posted.
disappointed ; the only word that can describe my feeling
really;even though without breaking them up you got him.
we can't say or do anything , but last long.
but did you ever felt sorry about her ?
never ? if yes, why you still write those stuff that
make her jealous in the blog ?
i just felt sorry for her .
&& nothing much i can advise you .
we're just stranger,not a word related.
right now,maybe you're enjoying your world out of it;
or whatever.
pls don lie to your friends,because they trust you
so much.with there heart.
if they find out,how much lies you told them,
they will be damn hurtful.
that is how we feels right now,
i hope you understand;if you bother to explains
it to us,we will listen.
lastlong.



i was reading,"girl of the moment."at my room ALONE.
i heard"my name" "jiejie".
damn,i stood up& sit down.
i heard my name again.
i stood up,&& say what !?
MY daddy called me.zzzz
after making his stuff; I FASTER WENT TO HAVE ME BATH.xDDD


i need someone to talk to,
not someone who would,hear my problems but
also accompany me.
when i'm talking,don cut off my conversation
or mocked at me.
i am going to hate it.



don look down on me,
you fucking idiots.-'-



END OF POST .

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i misses ,my grandfather.
&&i knows how it feel when you lost
someone who you love &trust so much
10years of fond memories,
iloveyou. 28/12/2005

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my mom,went to plaza sing to repair my creative mp3 &&
she brought back a NEW MP3:DDDD
same design but i am happy about it ! WOOTS :D


my maple char,DIED to boss):
1% gone.gulid pq,but then the boss damn COOL LAHS :DDD
i went in,not even 1o second,
DIED ~
that was stupid.

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let it go by naturally,
i will not tell anyone about you.
others will soon knows you,



yesterday,my memorystick kena stolen .xDD
well,the one who stole my memorystick is damn idiotic lahs.
why must he/she stole my MEMORYSTICK?
not my phone ,somemore.inside de bag that teacher provided
;not only my phone was place inside
there are still 30+ others phone.
wtf !
i wan my memory card back,)):
but aiya, don bother lers lahs.
anyway thank,my friends.
forhelping me to get it back. x33

SATURDAY,
I OVERSLEPT.w

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cause you don understand me,
so i never get what i expected;
but it is alright,i never blame you .




i was wondering,
is it the right thing to do?
it been long,before i knows the truth.
it is hurting,&&painful.
reality,ican't accept it.

end of post,
i can't express my feeling right now.

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Friends;i found you.

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ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs,shiits.
this blogskin,
i change the font,the colours; the background.
edit some codes,cause the snowflake is not moving.
but still look so messy):
ANYONE,CAN TEACH ME HOW TO CREATE, BLOGSKIN?

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my father brought new handphone;cause his n8o spolit):
NOKIA6110 navigator! very niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i wan to change to nokia phone):

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Girl,it is too late.
thank for being there for me for the past one year.
the memories you given me,
i appreciate what you did to me ,
but now,it changed.
what you did,changes the impression of you.
can you define the word "friend" for me ?

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spanish trumpet

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i regret listening to your beautiful lies for the past

one year,):

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i had a fucking feeling ;
helpme.

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lols , today was alright.
band convention((((((((((((((((((((((((:
14 august,

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LOl ; (:







LOL(: LOVES X33

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KILL KILL RUNNING NOTES !
bless me , the enemy god~ blahblah )):
T.T ; arghs ,i can't move mye finger .
hhahs , nevermind .



i late for national anthem !
ahhhhhhhhhhhs ,
after anthem ; went back to class
CHINESE , ENGLISH ,LIT & SCIENCE .
BORED ! i also doze off .XD
after recess ; ART !
I PASSED MY ART ,lOLs,
52/1OO XDXDXDXDX
the music was fun ! took photos .xD

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Something Got In To My Head ;
"You're damn Ridiculous ,"
None of the Adverb Suit You Accept That .
I Am sorry ; i Recall
How You Make Your Story So Fabulous
& Interesting But It is All Lie .
I Trust You , So Damn Lot &
Now i Realise It is A Mistake i trusted you So Much.


I Betrayed Someone I Should not have betrayed, Because Of You .

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TEACHER CHANGE MYE SEATING ARRANGE;
wtf ? WITH SOMEONE THAT IS DAMN IDIOTIC ,
i miss mye previous arrangement & mye partner ; seriously .
FUCK LAHS , I AM DAMN FUCKING PISSED .

FANGXIN ; STEADY LAHS

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what can i say is ; it is too late.
i lost to you , totally .
i am disappointed ;
so what is on your mind ?
i don understand , i find it ridiculous .

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FRIDAY ,
rehearsal ; hot & tiring ):
but still can take it .
ziyi mummy ,cheerup !
i maybe going to quit maple , STUDY!
SATURDAY ,
mrlim came .
test etude ; section by section .
hmms , we're not up to mrlim expectation .
so next monday have to play two etude.

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i don need boyfriend
but i need friends ;
i can't earse the past ,
i feel so anguish & distressed ;
fuck-ed , freak ended .
can i hate dress ?
forget it (:

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